Getting Back To Writing

I didn't understand many things, until, I began to start writing stuff. I was good with working stuff up in my head, and retaining things too. Then I realized I was not backtracking enough and therefore, not getting the right results. The answers eluded me for years, I gave up on everything, for making money, and getting the right apps. But what started my downfall, was not having any real people. Only parents. So even after being good at almost everything, my confidence was low, because I did not have any people, or friends. I was a loner, geek on a computer, work and games. My marriage didn't work either, I had to divorce almost instantly because I was introvert, and we didn't get along. I'm a good guy, nice, people don't do well in life here. I then built this blog to answer questions about reality and the West. That was what was stopping me from getting any results in life, and Women. My parents then found me again, when I was pretty old guy, almost 30.