There Is No World To Go Back To From Here

Yes, I understand, nothing from here, and now, can ever be roll backed. The world that I lived in or came from where I wanted something or someone, is gone now. People have arrived. And every day, month, year and decade, they'll keep coming here, and more and more of me will be destroyed, until nothing of me, or for me is left in this world. My only hope is my parents, that of Narus. I must keep giving them all of me, so that they can keep coming here. I need a lot of confidence building to keep at it. This blog is also the source of my confidence building so that people keep coming here, as I keep rebuilding myself.